Thursday, September 18, 2014

36 weeks pregnant.

Holy cow..... Am I already 36 weeks along?! Yup I sure am! It's crazy that in a way it feels like it's been going so slow but then at the same time it's gone so fast! It's just crazy that before I know it I'm going to have two kids! How am I going to go to the store?! How long is it going to take me to leave the house now?! All these crazy things are running threw my mind. I know I'll be fine but honestly it's giving me anxiety thinking about it. It's kinda like the first baby nerves. But not only am I having a second child, but I'm having a girl! You know how scared I am to have a girl? I feel like they are far more trouble then boys haha call me crazy but I feel like they are. They come with so much more things. Basically boys are straight up simple. And girls are complicated. Hmmm I finally get why boys always say that ;) haha. 
I've had this goal in my head since I found out that I'm pregnant that I wanted everything done for Oaklie to come before September because that's when Sam will be done with trainings and I want to do some fun things with Brodie as a family of 3 before we flip his world upside down. Well guess what?! I finished everything! All my baby shopping, painted the kids dressers for their room, got Oaklie's canvas painted, crib is set up, clothes are washed, basically everything you can think of is done! Yes even my hospital bag! Even all the little missing things you seem to forget! Yup I'm that together. Now what are we going to do for the next 3 weeks? Who knows but I'm going to enjoy my boys before we bring this new bundle of joy home. So go me!!! :) 
So besides all of that I am so excited to have a tiny baby to hold again. I'm excited for Brodie to be a big brother. Im excited for a lot of things! Having a girl is definitely going to be a lot different. 
So my due date is in 4 weeks but I decided to get induced a week early. I have my own beliefs on it and it's not something I want to do but Sam and I feel like that's what is best for us, because my family is gone the week of my due date and Sam leaves the weekend of my due date and Sam parents travel a lot for his dads work and they are gone almost all of October. So as everyone can see going to my due date is pushing it with not having help with Brodie and risking Sam being gone. I'm just hoping she comes early on her own at this point haha. So with that being said 3 weeks from today I will be holding my sweet baby girl!